Leaving them, Leaving you, Leaving

My Notes
It has finally come to write to you all once more. This is the first post ever for this year. Enjoy and as always Happy Reading!
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Jaggered ice shot out from the ground and painted at me growing, growing and growing until it stopped just like that. All the while the earth shook fircely, the wind howled deeply and just like that my whole world was turned upside down. She stood amongst the choas, scared, swaying, shivering dangerously as tears scarred her face. I saw them there running towards me suddenly but in the moment of breakthrough she stopped, gazing at something. I stopped there watching as her hand stretched and then a flash appeared in the sky, a red glow glimmering and then there was nothing but the heavy darkened thunder clouds that stretched across the midnight sky. No other light was seen, non other than red flashes striking the earth's core as if almost a flickering flame. Someone screamed a core renching scream and that's when I turned back to the girl  was now kneeling on the floor, one hand across her stomache.
"No!" I screamed stepping forward and reaching up towards her but she was too far away and she was hurt. I wanted to go to her, to run to her but somehow I couldn't move so I stood and watched her pull her hand shakily away from her stomache, her stomache was unscathed but so was her hand. Even still she gazed upon her lifted hand tears filling her eyes but what was she seeing?


A burn, I'm burnt and now I'm...dying. Slowly the panic filled her but it was  the rapid bursts of breath that was trying to force their way out. Was it her death? Slowly I rose.
"Do you still love me?" I asked, my voice barely audiable but still heard. A sharp pain shot through my bleeding hand and I gasped inwardly, trying my best not to show outwardly the blood or the shake of my bleeding hand so I clasped my hands together.
"Of course I still love you..." He replied.
"Then if you still love me you'll leave me!" I said quickly.
"If...?" He responded.
"If you still love me then you'll leave me!" I said once more quickly like the third time in case he hadn't heard. He replied in the way that I knew he would by saying my name and venturing forward some more closer to me, closer to the danger that I'll bring.
"I'm no good for you!" I began, wanting to say more if not for the pounding of my heart and loss of breath. Already a step into my death...
"Not good for me? I don't believe it you're the best thing that's happened to me!" He replied smiling, he himself almost at brink of tears.
"Leave me!" I screamed, throate sore from speaking.
"No!" He screamed back at me.
"Don't you know..." He continued "...it's because I love you that I won't leave you.
"I know a way to make the pain stop and for it all to go away." I said  after a pause tears written on my face.
"No!" He shouted.
"It's the only way..." I began.
"...Suicide isn't the only way, we can get through this, you can get through this...I'll be at your side throughout the entire time!" He finished.
"It won't work! Don't you see? I have to it's the only way..." I said .
"No!" He yelled.
"It's the only way." I said looking at him for what would be the last time in this life.
"No!" He shouted. That's when I stumbled backwards.
I called his name, gasped and fell. It was done, it was finished. It was already too late.


I am leaving them, leaving you, leave all the things that I ever knew because it's better this way....


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