"You think that playing the game of all the lairs and the cheats, that jealous person, that person that is filled with hatred and that person that is filled with anger could ever have any possible effect on me but yes what I don't play that type of game! Why won't you understand?" I asked.
"Because you keep on trying to emphasis the things that will try and make me bothered by them, well guess what it's not working but you want to know the only thing that is working though? It's the fact that you keep on making something out of nothing, emphasising the things that are nothing into something! Well guess what I don't play that game that you do; I don't get involved in petty little things that you do!" I screamed at him and he deserved it didn't he or was it the jealous rage that suddenly took hold of me. I couldn't stop now, I'd already gotten too far forward for that and besides the words just kept on slipping out.
"Then what would you call sleeping around with other people then? Would you call that petty?" Nathan asked.
"You know that it wasn't like that!" I answered.
"Yeah, well, I don't know what it's meant to be like anymore!" Nathan said and for a moment I thought that I lost him, letting that cross my face for a split second; a second of weakness and then the moment passed, the thought had finally passed. I hadn't lost him I realised, no, I lost something much greater than that...I lost myself. Now, only God knows what would happen now...
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