Word And Deed

I've been thinking about so many things and nothing, about me, about him, about me and him together and then I start to think about love. Above all of this I've been thinking about me, my status now now and how one of the most inspirational writers died (by illness). I started thinking about how that writer was alone for most of their life and how the reason why was that they could not love without the affection but then again they couldn't love with the affection. Compare me to her and you'd know that  it's exactly the same with me, the only difference is that I have a lover but it's almost as if everyone is showing me that I have only 2 choses, I could either love without the sex involved or with the sex involve. The forced peer pressure will always be there, the decision will always be there. To love for the sake of loving or to end me...I chose not to end me and thus starts the war between morals both old and new.
The war rages on, the fight continues and still I stand firm in the decsion of me.

My Notes

Okay so I had no actual idea where I was going with this little piece of writing, I suppose I just wanted to take a different type of perspective over a certain character. However as I did say that I'll try to do I have once more come up with a reasonable song for this piece of writing (please click the link below). As always until my next post cya!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_-U6dcTEOg&list=PLIICrnu6aFdeGEqYsD-Vn2Hy1-aSUS7FN&index=29