My Notes
Here's yet another heartfelt piece about life, this time only a single word needed to be discussed. Enjoy!
#Who says that one can't educate and entertain?!
Happy Reading People!
Why do we assume the worst in people, why can't we assume the good and when we assume the good why don't we acknowledge the bad also? Assumptions, it's the assumptions of life its self that can reflect or relent but when someone makes assumptions about my life it strikes a core and when someone makes assumptions about my relationships with people then it strikes a core again, especially when it's concerning the ones that I care about the most. How can anyone do such a thing you might ask? In truth I would then answer that I don't know what goes through the mind of those who assume the worst but in the same way even those few ,who are like me, have trouble balancing both the good and the bad when we ourselves are surrounded by the darkness. His Light breaks through all the darkness but even so that Light is on an on-going war with the Darkness. C.S Lewis once said 'Here is joy that cannot be shaken. Our Light can swallow up your darkness: but your darkness cannot affect our light.'
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtNS1afUOnE
I done the only thing that I could do, the only thing that could end this, all of it, every single second of it. The constant anguish of it all that was all but too regrettable, that was all but non forgettable. That was the greatest pain of all, not being able to forget and just remembering anything, everything, all the time but it's all jumbled. My emotions are all jumbled, thoughts to speak to me, it speaks to me and the scares thing of them all is that I can't distinguish between the two. What is it? Who is it? Should I even be hearing it? Write, cry, pain, obey but what? What had happened to me so fast that even the highest of pleasure, that even the sweetest of things can suddenly fall. That's what this is I'm falling, ice consuming me, the ground crumbling all around me and I can't stop it. So I ask and hope that I get an answer, I send out a signal and hope that they see it and I knock and hope to God that I get an answer. For who will answer the call? I say who will gather their banners to give aid to me? What Good Samaritan will He send my way? It is in these desperate times like these that one doesn't know one's self, that one doesn't know what they once knew but only what will keep them alive.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAWcs5H-qgQ
My Notes
A bit of a short one this time but I've added a song that matches the mood (please click on the link above). Any comments please feel free to add my way! Until my next post cya!
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One can't simply go from being or doing one thing when what they've already said about themselves or even what was done has already been established. They can't then go back on it, they can't because what the people already know of them cannot possibly be forgotten. It's the distinction between what is already known and what isn't that defines them therefore their word and their actions cannot then be reversed just like there is no possible way for memories to be reversed but who will understand that? Who could understand the basic factor of life? Who can understand that this is how it should be?
My Notes
So I decided to be a bit different this year and be a bit more controversial, venting through just a few of the concepts of life. You should get some more of these at some point but as always until my next post Happy Reading.
- The song that I picked for this is on the link below. A suitable one me thinks!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTFRePZT1FI
My Notes
It has finally come to write to you all once more. This is the first post ever for this year. Enjoy and as always Happy Reading!
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Jaggered ice shot out from the ground and painted at me growing, growing and growing until it stopped just like that. All the while the earth shook fircely, the wind howled deeply and just like that my whole world was turned upside down. She stood amongst the choas, scared, swaying, shivering dangerously as tears scarred her face. I saw them there running towards me suddenly but in the moment of breakthrough she stopped, gazing at something. I stopped there watching as her hand stretched and then a flash appeared in the sky, a red glow glimmering and then there was nothing but the heavy darkened thunder clouds that stretched across the midnight sky. No other light was seen, non other than red flashes striking the earth's core as if almost a flickering flame. Someone screamed a core renching scream and that's when I turned back to the girl was now kneeling on the floor, one hand across her stomache.
"No!" I screamed stepping forward and reaching up towards her but she was too far away and she was hurt. I wanted to go to her, to run to her but somehow I couldn't move so I stood and watched her pull her hand shakily away from her stomache, her stomache was unscathed but so was her hand. Even still she gazed upon her lifted hand tears filling her eyes but what was she seeing?
A burn, I'm burnt and now I'm...dying. Slowly the panic filled her but it was the rapid bursts of breath that was trying to force their way out. Was it her death? Slowly I rose.
"Do you still love me?" I asked, my voice barely audiable but still heard. A sharp pain shot through my bleeding hand and I gasped inwardly, trying my best not to show outwardly the blood or the shake of my bleeding hand so I clasped my hands together.
"Of course I still love you..." He replied.
"Then if you still love me you'll leave me!" I said quickly.
"If...?" He responded.
"If you still love me then you'll leave me!" I said once more quickly like the third time in case he hadn't heard. He replied in the way that I knew he would by saying my name and venturing forward some more closer to me, closer to the danger that I'll bring.
"I'm no good for you!" I began, wanting to say more if not for the pounding of my heart and loss of breath. Already a step into my death...
"Not good for me? I don't believe it you're the best thing that's happened to me!" He replied smiling, he himself almost at brink of tears.
"Leave me!" I screamed, throate sore from speaking.
"No!" He screamed back at me.
"Don't you know..." He continued "...it's because I love you that I won't leave you.
"I know a way to make the pain stop and for it all to go away." I said after a pause tears written on my face.
"No!" He shouted.
"It's the only way..." I began.
"...Suicide isn't the only way, we can get through this, you can get through this...I'll be at your side throughout the entire time!" He finished.
"It won't work! Don't you see? I have to it's the only way..." I said .
"No!" He yelled.
"It's the only way." I said looking at him for what would be the last time in this life.
"No!" He shouted. That's when I stumbled backwards.
I called his name, gasped and fell. It was done, it was finished. It was already too late.
I am leaving them, leaving you, leave all the things that I ever knew because it's better this way....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fngvQS_PmQ
