Time Bound

My Note

This one is a big one, a work in progress and more. I hope you all enjoy reading it, until my next post.
Cya!
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How long has it been? She thought, being frozen in the motion of one space and not the other, time stuck, 'frozen in time' and stuck in a time lapse and then time bound. How long has it been since the days that she walked alone with only a lamp to guide her? How long? Too long she responded because now she has both a lamp and the earth that guides her but then again what is the earth now? I suppose that's what the problem is, to have walked on pure air (the only true air that there is) for so long only to find that gravity meets you as it met her. The earth, pressing beneath her feet, reminding her of a connection that she once had  with the earth, feeling every pulse beneath her feet; first the ground, sand, grass and then the oceans placed surface. It felt so long ago to her, like a distant memory but it just kept on lingering and building until she realised that she walked too far for too long and ran the race that still she runs. It's time to wake up a voice cried but no one spoke only the tough loved reality that beckoned her, calling her in the deepest voids of her dreams it was there (it was always just there)!
What if I don't want to? She thought, knowing she has to, knowing that she must escape the frozen time that's trapped her. Don't get caught the voice had said and then she did in the same way that the predator catches their prey when the walls are all gathered together round them. The scared girl escapes still.
How does she go on again, to reconnect with a single being again, where being frozen for so long she melts into the storm. Everything will get better soon and the girl will come back to being again but until then she remains, captivated, distort, distressed, blinded by the question that haunts her day in and day out: What next?